sesungguhnya................................... aku
sesungguhnyasudah berhari - hari aku, kami.... kita semua
merasa lelah
bangun pagi - pagi, untuk membuka mata
dan dengan gerutu yang sama,
tanpa sadar ada yang mungkin tidak bisa
membuka matanya
lagi... selamanya
merasa dikhianati tubuh sendiri
ketika langkahmu terseret dan saat kau berdiri
remuk redam meluluh.... begitu saja.
sesungguhnya
ku cari - cari waktu biar
tidur... barang lima belas atau lima
bosan aku dengan selalu terjaga
jemu aku selalu siaga
ingin aku puaskan kantuk ini
sesungguhnya
ingin aku kembali ke pasir putih
tapi mencoret hari demi hari
kapankah aku bisa kembali .. lagi?
sesungguhnya
hari ini dapat aku
sedikit yang kumau
tetapi mengapa benak ini terus menyaru
tak tahan terpaku sebentar saja
berkelibatan dan kebanyakan kerja,
kau tahu,
merembes dan menunggu tumpah
dalam segukan - segukan kecil
di malam buta
sesungguhnya
apa yang aku tulis sekarang?
one day, three autumns. - danbo
Chinese idiom that is used when you miss someone so much,
one day feels as long as three years :')
A Love Story
Can i tell you a story?a love story
the extraordinary one
i was invisible, worthless, imperfect
i still do.
my life was miserable. no hope.
i was nothing
i am nothing.
insecure, and
i used to feel 'not good enough' for anybody
i still do, sometimes.
but somehow,
Someone came.
He told me He loves me, like.................. really-really-love-me
greater than Romeo & Juliet
greater than Jack & Rose
even greater than Marshall & Lily
or you know, Carl and Ellie....
He loves me even though He knew my faults and flaws
He loves me, and He saved my life
If you ever watch a superhero movie,
you'll see the superhero come and rescue the girl
this is greater than that. even better than your avengers
He Himself came down, from heaven... took every bad thing in me
every guilt, condemnation, fear.
at the cross, 2000 years ago
2000 years later, He still loves me.
Thousand years after today, He will, as always.
No doubt at all.
Although I make mistakes, sometimes
or even if I disappoint Him
He still loves me, with his perfect, unconditional love
All I need to do is accept His love and believe it.
Everything keeps changing and His love remains the same.
He won't leave you, let you down, disappoint you.
He won't take you for granted
Always there to support you, cheer you up, protect you,
provide everything that you need, listen, understand.
promise you a bright future, a new hope. everyday.
It's amazing, isn't it?
Too good to be true, right?
And you know what?
He loves you too.....
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