He designs a life she loves

I do not love you except because I love you;
I go from loving to not loving you,
From waiting to not waiting for you
My heart moves from cold to fire.

I love you only because it's you the one I love;
I hate you deeply, and hating you
Bend to you, and the measure of my changing love for you
Is that I do not see you but love you blindly.

Maybe January light will consume
My heart with its cruel
Ray, stealing my key to true calm.

In this part of the story I am the one who
Dies, the only one, and I will die of love because I love you,
Because I love you, Love, in fire and blood.

1. oh. hai. kau siapa ?

oh yang itu ya. ya... tentu saja saya ingat

kita bertemu di................ dan sepertinya saya kenal kau dari...........

senang bertemu denganmu

2. hai. apa kabar ? aku? aku baik. kamu gimana ? udah makan ? selamat pagi. iya aku lagi di rumah nih. ga lagi, ga mungkin aku lupa. aku ga mungkin terlalu sibuk lah. kamu lagi ngapain ? oh. selamat ya. gimana sekolah tadi? ati - ati ya di jalan. jangan keujanan nanti sakit. jangan tidur malem - malem dong. gimana ? udah ke gereja ? gimana disana ? sms pending nih. oh iya nih. hahahahahahahahahha asli kamu lucu deh. jangan sedih dong. kenapa? kamu lagi marah ya? kamu mau cerita? kamu lagi dimana ? kok aku telponin kamu ga bisa ? thanks for today ya. ayo semangat. hehehe emang kenapa ? iya temen aku yang itu lho emangnya aku belom cerita ya ? goodnight, Gbua. have a nice dream ya. jangan lupa doa dulu sebelum tidur. imysm. :)

3. oh ........... ya ....... hah? apa ? fine kok. apaan sih. udahlah nyantai aja napa sih. ga perlu diribetin juga kali? kabar aku? baik kok. iya. gapapa. udah. oh. iya. emang gitu. -_- apa sih. oke. gpp. what? ngilang apaan sih? males. tau ah. iya. oh? k....hah ? oh. sorry tadi lagi ga dirumah ? ok.

4. hai. kau siapa ? oh ................ yang mana ya ?

I may not be the prettiest girl you've ever seen
I'm not perfect, you know I am not.
I get angry easily. I cry for little things
I can be really annoying sometimes.
I can be really mean if I want to.
Maybe I'm not the girl of your dream
or the woman you wish you'll marry someday

I may not have a perfect background
Maybe I'm not as smart as you
I can be really messy
Maybe i'm too young for you
Maybe you think i'm not good enough for you

I can't promise I can fix all your problems
but I can promise I'll be there for you through it all
and I know you don't have to face 'em all alone.
you don't need to hide 'em all from me
and you don't need to pretend to be strong
I can't promise you forever
Forever is just too good to be true
but I can promise I'll stay with you as long as I can
Day by day. Time flies since the very first time we met
and I'm still here.
Watching you, waiting for you, praying for you.
Everyday. Every night.

I can't promise you I can save you or fill the empty hole in your heart
I hope you were happy enough before you met me
and happier when I came into your life.
I can't force you to love me the way I want
or to accept me, the real me
but I accept you the way you are
I am not your savior, or your fairy godmother
But one thing that I know,
Our father, yes, you can lean on Him
No matter how hopeless it seems.

and by then, i hope you'll understand
He loves you
Me too.
Flaws and all.