60 seconds

 Yup, it's another "a day of freedom" for me. Sudah 2 bulan sukses jadi pengangguran. Nope, kali ini gw ga akan ngambil internship or anything. Selesai packing buat pergi weekend ini, gw memutuskan untuk .......... movie marathon. 

Film pertama yang gw tonton adalah Leap Year. Gw dah nonton beberapa kali... Gw bahkan kayaknya pernah ngepost foto atau apa deh kalo ga salah disini. Gw disini gaakan ceritain tentang sinopsisnya atau gimana, tapi ada bagian dalam film itu yang membuat gw............... gimana nyebutnya ya? ....................... tersadar

Di situ, tokoh cowoknya, Declan nanya ke tokoh ceweknya : kalau suatu saat rumah lu kebakar, dan lu cuma punya 60 detik buat nyelamatin apa yang lu mau. apa yang akan lu selamatin? 

it got me thinking. apa yang akan gw selamatin? 

gw pernah ngalamin kebakaran besar, when i was 4-5 years old, parah. jadi dulu, dari semenjak gw bisa inget, di otak gw ada semacam list apa yang akan gw lakukan kalau kebakaran, kerusuhan, atau gempa bumi. yup, em laptop, em simpen duit dikit buat survive, em ijazah gimana? ada, cukup lengkap, gw rasa. 

tapi apa itu yang beneran mau gw selamatkan dalam hidup gw? 

gw merasa, hidup gw penuh dengan "million little things", tapi gaada yang bener - bener ............. matter the most. banyak yang "okay" tapi ga "good enough" gw masih belum dapet jawabannya sekarang.

jadi gw ingin lempar pertanyaan ini ke kalian juga. 

 kalau kalian punya 60 detik, apa yang akan kalian selamatkan?

"When my 60 seconds came around i realized i had everything i ever wanted... but nothing i really needed. and i think what i need is here. and i came all this way to see if you maybe think so too. If you do, well... i don't really have plans past that, which is new for me." - Leap year

5. things that make me happy right now



To be honest, i'm unhappy now, most of the time. but there are things that sometimes make me happy. so. this is it.

1. quality time with my family, or my best friends. whatever it is.........

2. cooking. eating. eating. eating.

3. a brand-new start. NEED IT DESPERATELY.

4. journal hunting. buying new art stuffs, books

5. walk outside for a little while, park, coffee shop, library.

4. 10 things i would tell my 16-year-old-self if i could.........

hahahah heloo again to the challenge bloggie! 3 projects yang gw pegang diundur semua. jadi gw punya waktu LAGI buat main ginian........... mulai sekarang gamau pake day2 an ah. ga tentu tiap hari juga ngisinya. soooooooooooo here we go again.

10 things i would tell my 16-year-old-self if i could.........

1. Don't love him that much. Don't wait for him that long. 1 year is enough. Don't waste your time.
    It's not worth it in the end. 
2. Your parents were right back then. 
3. Choose wisely. 
4. Don't get too ambitious and harm those people around you. You'll regret it later.
5. Make friends. more, and more.
6. Do not eat everytime you're angry or sad. 
7. Dream big.
8. Put Shaky back to its place.
9. Seriously, you can do so much better than that. 
10. Say sorry, and admit your mistakes. Do everything on time. They'll hate you no matter what but at  least you say you're sorry.

to be honest ......... this

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