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11:50:00 PM Valencia Ng 0 Comments

I spent my last 3 nights crying myself to sleep
Waking up the next morning feel so depressed
and I am tired, really tired of feeling this way
I am tired of being judged "too busy" and irresponsible
If only they walk on my shoes
I'm trying not to keep it all inside
I'm trying to keep my head above the waters
But they only stare awkwardly and the "read" conversations
Because it is easy to hang out and be with someone when they're fun to be with
But nobody wants to be there to see you cry
or when you say all the things that disturb you
And I don't know what else to do
Depressed, overwhelmed, and insecure
I'm drowning in my own thoughts and anxieties

Please,
lead me home
I don't even know where my home is anymore